screwed up...

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i feeling so empty and screwed up...

sumhow, im telling myself to FOLLOWmyheart.
follow my heart in the way that, i need nt hesitate much and jus follw what my heart tells me to do.
i hope i can. tons and tons of infatuation came gushing in at once, within a blink of time.
i hate that!...i feel so useless. i jus wana get over it and its either im SINGLE or ATTACHED.
somehow, heart tells me that i wana be SINGLE right nw.
but the next day , i might be the other way rnd and i will nv noe.
gosh!... im selfish...
=(



to be SINGLE, i feel so darn relaxed, hw i wish i could jus quickly get out of Spore, free from all these numbness im getting all over me , every nite esp. bring me bring me to AUS. quick quick.
but nt when im gona leave my frens outta there.
iMISSthem. =)


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oooo, yea, mooncake fest is nearing.
oh well, i personally LOVEmooncakes! AND i cant wait to gobble them up.
so everyone outta there, hide ur dear mooncakes away i ever drop by ur hse. :p
well, i still can crap at this pt of time. - shows im perfectly normal still(for the moment) lol!


today, met up with joseph my IMH ex colleague to pass him the time sheets. he was smart to look me up near my hse. his first time though.well, great sense of directionb oy. i acc him later to compass pt , where he had his dinner. omg, meatballs pasta!.. haha..baddie, trying to tempt me with that knowing that i haven had my dinner. he gave me a big box of chunky pocky (strawberry). taste funny leh jos. eeee mus be expired..wahaha!....anw, thanks for your tots........
and looking forward to my colleagues's gathering on cuming sat... u guys rocks big time.


oh yea, forgt to add on. My darling gal, christine!!! can see shes feeling rather stressed up recently ..trying to rush up her modelling and stuffs. deadline approaching ...
well, im praying for her, -jia yous gal..
* you can do it i beleaf, move on, work towards ur dream tht u told me b4.
jus rmb that , wadeva it is, rest well/early, and drink loads of water lest u fall sick.
drop me a call/msg if u r feeling empty or dwn, i will be there! i promiseYOUgal.
-MUACKSchristine. XP




-JAS (TIME: 2.09AM)