let it be...

sigh, lots of personal things happening around me lately.
kinda under depression.
i wasnt like this in the past.
Lord,tell me why!!!!!
im feeling F***ed up!!!!!!!!!

hmm....shall jus let it be, or rather leave it natuarally done.
be it good or bad, i guessed im prepared.
i really dont wana get myself HURT anymore.
i rmb once, when my ex initiated a break up, i numbed myself with alcohol late at night. Then, i felt nth, i cant even taste the bitterness of it. i really felt out of breath.
but this time rnd , i guess im old enuff to noe wad i shuld do
well, as usual the old saying, "i shall leave it to fate". =)

as for u , think thru your tots during your outfield, doesnt matter.AND take care! =)