a lesson learnt

if onli i could turn back time.

recently i gt very very close with sleepyhead(d*n). we were trying out. i recalled the those few days when he messages me i felt damn irritated and we were jus a hi-bye squash mate i can say. however, it was recently that i felt differently. i recalled the very ferst day when we met up fer a movie- nacho libre which definitely looks like him(lol), after the movie ended, we were on makin our way dwn the escalator. he was one step below me, he turned ard and we chatted facing each other. i suddenly felt sumthg, i was like:"oops!, wad am i thinkin !!!! er no no!!!! i shouldnt!". damn funny. together we admitted that we both felt chemistry bet us. there have been many incidents of us so called having the telepathy going on.

within these few weeks, i thoroughly enjoyed myself fully! jus love his laughters and smiles he brought to me, though most of the time i luffed for nth. *winks .

frankly speaking, i regretted wad i have done to him actually. i so called took his car fer granted but i actually didnt mean it. its like kinda regret. am actually waiting fer his decision. i HOPE it will be wad i hoped for.but the finale is still up to him. gona respect him and take very very real good care of him frm nw onwards. And seriously seriously hope that it will be a PERFECT night this cuming sat. maybe a PERFECT gift fer my bdae. argh, right nw , im feeling painful, partly cos im having a fever. oh ya , hes having a flu/block nose, *archew! , god bless u ! drink loads of water ya.



p.s: plz dun ponder too much over it alrites, go with ur feelings.
and well, i jus love u fer who u r.











nw, and after...=)
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