hatred in me.

Its 0308am in the morning and im still awake!!!
ahhhh..!!!!!!!!! iim getting screwed up!!!!
=(... jus felt like bursting out my tears.
BUT!!
i shouldnt, he's nt worth my tears, in fact no one is worth.
i wana learn to love myself, only then i could love then(dan). =(

anywae, i had enuff...
im always looking happy on the external side of me, acutally, does he noe that deep dwn me is hurting a lot alot alot. im so darn depressed.undescribed feelings.what did i do to get this as a result.
i love ur family, i love ur aunt and u .
but nt myself anymore, i hate myself! =(




nights.