waiting...

i will be waiting for u .....
waiting for u to be back from outfield.
waiting for u to be by my side.
waiting for u to shop around with me while we still can.
waiting for a chance to be the 1st to celebrate ur bdae with u.
waiting for u to taste my 2nd time round baked cookies when ur back frm outfield.
waiting for u to commit in us.
waiting for u to bake an oreo ice cream cheesecake together.
waiting for u ...always. =)

i asked myself,
am i doing what i really want?
my ans to it was definately a YES.
but y isit that sometimes what i want isnt rite in front of me?
i guess ive to fight for it myself.
to do that, the key thg is to WAIT, next is to WAIT, and lastly WAIT again.

kind of like weird when i cum to think of it.
for my ex bf, it was my part to love him even though he didnt felt anythg for me.
i didnt give up then, i waited and waited for say abt a year.
and finally ive gotten what ive wanted.




and so, thru this , i learnt to be slightly a little more determined .
and this time rnd, i have to do the same as before.

i asked my frens abt my situation, all of them almost , advised me not to wait.
but my intuition tells me the other way rnd, somehw i beleaf, we have a this tiny bit of future ahead of us.





-MISSyou