BYE, JAS

im bearing the consequences.
u noe sumthg , i really really hope to be with u again. i really wish , i jus wana amend our relationship. i noe ive no right. but thats jus wad i wan rite nw and so on. but i noe theres a part of my foolish thinking. i m trying to be +ve nw. as said, (aim for the moon, so that when u fall, u "ll fall on the stars.) ive to move on i told myself. he told me to move on.
its like wad zhen jie said, life is fragile. u might nt noe whether i might be alive to blog in nt. so tonite, wadeva i type here is truely frm the bottom of my heart.
if i were to perish tmr, at least, i still have this one last blog. givin my grandma wad i could do the least for her. her mooncakes frm shangrila hotel. even if i were to perish , at least, thats the least i could do for her. since shes so beloved to me. took great care and showering me loads of love when i was a toddler. thanks grandma! =)
and grandpa, thanks for being there too, though i may appear to be nt that close tou , but deep in my heart, u stand the same spot as hw i placed u for grandma. love u too, trust me. jus wana let u and grandma noe that i really love u alot. mus really take care of yourself alrite. muacks.
-bye, jas:)

and to him, i cant say much, thanks for the moments we spent together. i really seriously had real loads fun when im with u , food , movie , shopping, arcade-ing, and loads. i still rmb on valentines day , we played the basketball tingy together, cum to think of it, it was really sweet. thanks again. =) aso thanks for tolerating my temper, me being so materialistic, noisy. however , i cant admit im quite sweet at times to u . (u smiled?) really hope to see u smile one last time before i .....nvm. if u really think that u r happy with wad u r nw, rmb to jia you. i will be watching over u somehw sumwhere. so im nt here, do take great care of yourself.
-cai hong tian tang. ((thats wad we used to lived in))
and nw im heading to another tian tang different from urs. u need nt noe where it is, and u might nt even want to noe. i noe myself. i want to wish u well. study hard.
hope u love the cookies.
rmb wad i told u last night alrite, i really do mean it alot. if only u belief...but nvm le, i promise u i will be waiting for u in another tian tang.
one last thing, ILOVEYOUjianNan and ur family.
-bye, jas :)

to my family and frens, thanks for being there for me when i need u all. love the times we had together. perhaps, wad i can jus say is a wrd -thanks- . i noe ive done nth great in my life. and nw im doing this...christine sim yi shen~, i really love u alot sista~. thanks for spending my bdae with me that nite. take great care, and i wish u well in ur future endeavours. (muacks)
-bye, jas :)



BYE everyone.