temper temper go away...

recently been rather harsh on my HIM.
useless me, have been receiving his "giving in".
i shouldnt be like this, mood swing kills!!!!
HE changed tremendously i can observe.
i can see hes trying a lot alot to be more and mroe attentive to his gf which is me currently.
LOL.
still rmb on thurs he even cooked noodles for me, erm, can say its his own creation!
haha...LEMON NOODLES? nice nice......THOUGHT from him.
THANKSbf!
lovin u ... meeting u in another 30 mins times.
HEARTyou. :)

temper temper go away...

recently been rather harsh on my HIM.
useless me, have been receiving his "giving in".
i shouldnt be like this, mood swing kills!!!!
HE changed tremendously i can observe.
i can see hes trying a lot alot to be more and mroe attentive to his gf which is me currently.
LOL.
still rmb on thurs he even cooked noodles for me, erm, can say its his own creation!
haha...LEMON NOODLES? nice nice......THOUGHT from him.
THANKSbf!
lovin u ... meeting u in another 30 mins times.
HEARTyou. :)

pics Taken at CHINESE GARDEN cum ZOO :)

oh yea!!!!
back to square 2.
we r more n more so called lying on a BED OF LAUGHTERS once again. =B
its nt somethg that pple might get envy of though. but , im envy-ing myself. =D
lalalala.

well, everythgs over rite nw!!
phew!
guess ive been spending too much time on pondering on the LOVE stuffs!
time to spend more time on my studies i guess.
having a STATS practical test CUMING tues.
wish myself luck!

oh ya, thinking back , thanks again for the day outing out to ZOO which i had wanted to visit since last mth. woohoo!
guess ive brought HIM tons and tons of laughters that day!
still rmbed i caught him startled, the startled look on his face was damn mesmerizing and natural. i can say that its the very first time ive seen him react this way from the 2 years plus being together. HEHE.
well, hope i didnt really scared u out of ur wits ya my dear.
stay warm with my great LOVABLE huggy.
seeing u soon... =D




MUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKShugsMUACKS.

- jasHEARTSjiannan

Fixing a broken heart.

Ask myself?
i kept pondering the whole day , feelin so so dead dwn depressed in sch.
do u noe wad i wanted only frm u ?
i jus wana noe hw u r feeling in ur heart, cos i care alot alot .
be it happy , sad , or ...
i jus wana noe, wana be by u to share ur troubles and happiness if u wan me to.
thats wad i shuld do as ur gf.

i tot i would be left crying at outram station, but i told myself nt to , i kept back my tears. noeing that he wont like me doing that.
while i was squashing , i was thinking whether to drop him a msg , like say "jia you" or sumthg to motivate him. in the end, i didnt, i told myself that i shuld give him time to cool himself dwn. and yesh i did.
after squashing, i gt to find out that hes nt feeling that well and that hes pretty tired. could be frm stress frm sch and work . hw i wish i knew that earlier. so that i will noe wad to do and accomodate by his feelings and moods. i felt such a failure today at outram station. my palms were pretty much freezing and i was anticipating , anticipating for wrds cuming out frm his mouth . anticipating for him to grab onto my palms and reconcile well again.
upon reaching dover, we were like miles apart. one back and one front. didnt dared to approach him then. didnt wana add oil to fire. i jus noe deeply in my heart that hes very tired thats all. and yes, jian nan, lets concentrate more on studies and jia you together.
theres sumthg that i wish for from u , pls pls do let me noe,if ur feeling dwn sum day , try ur best to share with me. if u realli cant, its okie. but do share with ur frens or family . dun keep everythg to urself.
cos i really care .
take care lots.
-jiayou, -jas

FEST.

back to update peeps...! :)

hm, things are going on pretty well recently.
ytd nite after lessons, met HIM at dover, went to Boon Lay for dinner at BentoBox and next our ultimate desti, the CHEENA GARDEN! =D
lol!
bought ticks and went in, climbed up the 7 storey pagoda. OMG! 1 level up and we both are already so lethargic...so funny can!...but we still managed to reach the peak though. Took several pics while being at the peak. lovely fotos to be updated soon. =D
yea, was wearing a knitted brown long sleeved top. damn dumb of me! wrong top for the wrong trip. haha...went loo to change out into a spaghetti next... phew, feeling much cooler. we both bought ice cream each and gobble it up in a min. oh , that was me . in fact i ate faster than he does. lol! fatt-ish me. =(
next, we passed by a few food stalls again..hahA...food food food! guess wad. the bee hoon there cost us 3 bucks per plate...haha....<3>
well, next we went on further. oh yea i forgt to mention the theme of the festival.
its sumhw named "seven world of wonders" ? if im nt wrong...lol!
well, we saw the rainbow bridge which is the so called "great wall of China" . we also saw the Eiffel tower, and others which i yet to noe the names of them. lols!
well, didnt do much stuffs over there,but the ambience and atmos was great there whenever im with HIM. =)

im very contented for wad im nw.
jus me . him . and our studies.
oh yea, promised him to study hard.
Gambatte !
=D
Leo, pls give me a push along the way alrite, vice versa.

MUACKShim.
=D


-Take care ya.